lilyandparrots

Gabriel's 16th Heroes and Villans Party, 27/09/08

elly loves ben =]

My name is Elly Louise McCabe, at the minute my life is going okay. I'm fifteen and I live in Bristol . I have a really lovely boyfriend called Ben, it's stupid how happy he makes me. I've got trust issues and in the past I've been let down a lot, but i'd prolly say I'm an outgoing and friendly person. My ambitions are to be a music journalists and get this house on Trelawney Road and have a family and put the past behind me. I have an ocd with dates, which is at times extremely useful/annoying. .Get to know me, I love meeting new people. Ciaoo bella x

Okay, so I thought I'd just make Ben his own little bubble thing. I've been with him since the 30th June this year, so coming up to four months now. and I honestly can say, I never ever thought after last year I could be this happy. A lot of people messed me about last year, lied to me and threw everything I felt back in my face. But Ben has turned this around, he looks out for me and makes sure I'm not at harm from others.. or even from myself. I know to some of you this will sounds so soppy, but I honest to god think I have found the love of my life. I will never leave him, and I hope to god he won't either because it would kill me to lose him. He has picked me up from a year long's path of self destruction , depression and insecurity. I am a changed person now and I have a good future ahead of me and it's all down to him. I love you Ben Thomas Friskney, forever and ever and ever.

To do - Get a job - Earn at least a hundred pounds - Stop eating so much chocolate - Spend some time with my Dad - Meet up with Emilie and Loocey for old t.imes sake - Get a decent pair of jeans and a new scarf - Sort out all grudges going on - Be less affected by pointless rumours.

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